“I love you no matter what.”
As I sit on my meditation rock by the lake, I can’t control the feelings washing over me. Sad, blessed, angry, peaceful,… each moment bringing a new emotion.
I start to notice the nature around me in a new way. I am now hyper-present to…
The leaf that floats down from the tree and lands next to me.
The birds chirping and fluttering around.
The sun shining through the trees and seeming to make it’s way through just so it could warm me.
This week marked the 20 year anniversary of my father’s passing.
Some years, the day passes as any other day.
But this year, with a 7 year old daughter, 9 year old son, and 22 year old step-daughter that won’t get to know their grandfather, or perhaps with the overlap of the Jewish holidays, the missing is more present.
Or it could have been the feeling of my Dad smiling down from heaven when the sky took my breath away with those dramatic angel rays coming through the sunset.
But as I sit staring off at the water, I hear a voice in my head reminding me,
“It will be ok Belinda. I love you no matter what.”
Again, “It will be ok Belinda. I love you no matter what.”
I remembered fondly when I would hear that from my father.
When I was growing up, my father would reassure me each time I ventured out into unchartered territory — whether it was a tough high school exam, my swim competitions, or my travels without parental supervision.
Whenever I got scared as I was about to take a risk, he would remind me that whatever the outcome, I had a forgiving smile, a warm hug, and a celebration waiting for me.
I was loved.
So I could return after the risk, tell the truth about how it went, and all would be ok. We would always find the lesson.
I want that for you too.
To know, in your heart, that it is safe to take a risk, to step out of your comfort zone, to learn — and you too will be loved no matter what happens. (Yes, especially to learn how to confidently handle your business money and own your CEO mindset, without any fears, shame, or uncertainty… because that can feel scary at times!)
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